I feel purposeless. help me find something to deeply involve myself in?

Kurt Vonnegut: The Sirens of Titan, Mother Night... Mikhail Bulgakov: The Master and the Margarita... Start going on walks and try imagining your own plots and thinking about the edges of imagination itself - that line of thought can bring out great sci fi stuff. I know it's mainstream, but Dexter is great; Jyu oh Sei was an awesome short anime that has allot of science fiction...