My friend is lesbian, please answer my questions?

i m a straight boy.... but i have something different in my ming.. being homosexual is wat we people cant understand... u see wat i have in my mind (cant tell that) but even if i tell u would find it rubbish...u wont be able to believe it...having gay/lesbi feelings in mind , i m sure they consider it great those who have it...u wont understand wat i all wrote in this answer.... i wanna say something but m not able to express it... i mean.... u can mail me at piyushsood2312@yahoo.com and know more...